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day off by Sludge-Grind day off :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 1 0 just watch by Sludge-Grind just watch :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 2 3 Evening Skype Sonny by Sludge-Grind Evening Skype Sonny :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 5 0 Paranoia by Sludge-Grind Paranoia :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 0 0 It Will Be by Sludge-Grind It Will Be :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 22 9 A Little Bit Of Retro 2 by Sludge-Grind A Little Bit Of Retro 2 :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 0 2 A Little Bit Of Retro by Sludge-Grind A Little Bit Of Retro :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 0 2 vanilla cunt xD by Sludge-Grind vanilla cunt xD :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 2 9 Drugstore by Sludge-Grind Drugstore :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 1 8 Near the Highway by Sludge-Grind Near the Highway :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 1 0 Celebrate by Sludge-Grind Celebrate :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 2 4 Almost by Sludge-Grind Almost :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 0 2 me as jack by Sludge-Grind me as jack :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 0 4 Mysterious House by Sludge-Grind Mysterious House :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 2 10 Don't touch me by Sludge-Grind Don't touch me :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 2 4 Grapefruits Are Waiting by Sludge-Grind Grapefruits Are Waiting :iconsludge-grind:Sludge-Grind 0 0


Angels, elves and buns by SillyMysteriousWoman Angels, elves and buns :iconsillymysteriouswoman:SillyMysteriousWoman 361 49 Padmasana by illusionwaltz Padmasana :iconillusionwaltz:illusionwaltz 464 20 God's sleep by illusionwaltz God's sleep :iconillusionwaltz:illusionwaltz 142 5 Untitled by illusionwaltz Untitled :iconillusionwaltz:illusionwaltz 178 7 Falling Stars by deathdetonation Falling Stars :icondeathdetonation:deathdetonation 193 26 Surprises by deathdetonation Surprises :icondeathdetonation:deathdetonation 190 10 Baby Bunny by schizobabe Baby Bunny :iconschizobabe:schizobabe 23 6 Bunny by mambulinka Bunny :iconmambulinka:mambulinka 2,555 344 I can see the world now.... by PatriciaVazquez I can see the world now.... :iconpatriciavazquez:PatriciaVazquez 8,777 907 Fennec fox -side view by LisaToms Fennec fox -side view :iconlisatoms:LisaToms 812 81 Cup with spring by lieveheersbeestje Cup with spring :iconlieveheersbeestje:lieveheersbeestje 2,981 287 Blue eyes by ANIMAxphoto Blue eyes :iconanimaxphoto:ANIMAxphoto 153 27 welcome by Njurur welcome :iconnjurur:Njurur 402 42 35mm holga by ayazdede 35mm holga :iconayazdede:ayazdede 198 18 Kazan Cathedral, Saint Petersburg by llattyll Kazan Cathedral, Saint Petersburg :iconllattyll:llattyll 7 5 one of those days 5 by elle-martini one of those days 5 :iconelle-martini:elle-martini 15 2


i stopped writing these entries, deleted every post.
it was when i felt so fucking empty i couldn't even get up and do anything.
now i'm writing again.
i'm tired of hate, coming from myself towards other people. my agressive thoughts can kill. i don't want to hate anybody.
maybe every day in psychological loneliness makes me so fucking agressive. there are a lot of people around me, but anyway i feel so damn strange now, as if i've been in paroxyzm for 20 hours.
but i can't make myself feel better.
i don't take drugs now.
everything has changed.
but when i come here, i feel like i've returned to the very dear place, but the only thing about it that i can see - it is dead. forgotten. abandoned.
but if i open the door, i will find a lot of old memories and emotions.
Simonas, when you read this.. i want to say. last days i miss you very much. i'm neither drunk, nor high.
i know, it  had to end, but ... i still remember everything good what we had.
  • Listening to: fleur
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: suicide
  • Eating: joghurt
  • Drinking: raspberry tea


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Artist | Hobbyist | Photography
Current Residence: Moscow, Russia
Favourite genre of music: post-punk, post-rock, electronic, goa-trance
Favourite style of art: psychodelic, digital, painting, photography, music
Operating System: xp
MP3 player of choice: ipod classic


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schnuffibossi1 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2012
Laphroaigh Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2012
Thanks for the fav!
Wolfyone Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav of my little sleeping boy!
MariAnrua Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2012  Professional Interface Designer
Спасибо за :+fav:!
Ashleighsmiles Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2012
Thanks a lot for the fav! :)
petrova Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2012  Hobbyist
:happybounce: Thank you so much for the fav on 'sweet sensation',
it's truly appreciated :blowkiss:
metinp Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2012
thanks for the fave ^^
itachi349 Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2012
thanks for the :+fav: on Purple Potato Latte!
kaicrilith Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2012
:iconsomeconfettiplz: thanks
Ninsi Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the fave ♥
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